Death of the Easter Bunny

My son is eight years old now, (nine later this year) and he has been making good use of his burgeoning frontal lobe, applying logic to long-held beliefs. I couldn't be happier. I hope he continues the trend for all his days. But his newfound fact-finding culminated this year in doubt at the existence of a favorite spring harbinger: the Easter Bunny.

I don't know if he saw the goodies hidden in his parents' closet or if there was some other evidentiary loose thread to prompt his suspicion, but a day or two before Easter Sunday the kid was all questions; mainly, one big one: "Is Momma the Easter Bunny?"

I did what any unprepared coward would do: I stalled for time.

"What if she were, son?"

"I'd be sad. But I'd rather know."

We talked a little longer and I felt around inside his head to see just how much damage I'd do if I told him that the Easter bunny had tattoos and kissed Daddy goodnight at the end of every day.  After further review, I found that the "sad" part outweighed the "I'd rather know" part, and he seemed more reluctant for the unvarnished truth than he did originally.  So, and with both of us becoming weary of a conversation where one doesn't quite know what he's talking about and the other won't talk about what he knows, I offered the limpest-wristed confirmation that: "Yeah son, your mom's totally not the Easter bunny," complete with a sarcastic and defeated delivery, my lack of sincerity itself a clue.

My uncertain choice to flaccidly continue the lie for juuuust a little longer was proven the right one when my son eagerly snapped up the confirmation and let the whole mess go.

One sacred cow, rescued.

As it turns out, the cow was massacred just as sloppily not twelve hours later, when my wife set her alarm for 5:30 a.m. I knew as soon as we awakened that we were treading on thin ice. As soon as we stirred, our still-new Mastiff puppy "Kaos" sensed movement and start to fret and jostle, not ten feet from my son's sleeping head. With the spring sun already tickling the edges of the sky, it didn't take much for my son to rouse.  That, plus the fact that our house's layout demanded that we either creep directly past his bedside or climb out the second-story window, I "could smell what the Rock was cookin'."

Sure enough, one of us tried to slip by with a ridiculously large and colorful Easter basket, and the other with a plastic grocery bag full of eggs, my son piped up in the darkness: "Whatcha doin'?"

"Go back to sleep!" Came the slightly harsh reply, attitude borne of guilt.  But the little monster was not to be swatted away so easily. In fact, the persistent (dare I say "spoiled?" You better fucking believe I do) early-riser was so indignant and cranky about the whole thing (and about not being allowed to collect eggs sooner than planned, while Momma and Daddy still futilely clinged to hopes of returning to bed), that we threatened to tell the Easter Bunny to forget the whole thing, and meant it! I think part of his obstinacy was rooted in his disbelief that we had such powerful connections that we could cancel our reservations with His Egginess at such a late date.

After ten cold, dewy minutes of egg dropping, we were still finishing up the furtive task when the front door of the house opened, and there again, was my enterprising, curious young boy.  Again, we shooed him back to bed a little more stridently than would otherwise be called for, but there were secrets to be kept. Dark, difficult-to-explain secrets.

The task finally done, we "sneaked" back into the house, only to face a disillusioned and skeptical child who reminded me that the ladder to his bunk bad sits next to the window, out of which he looked when climbing back into bed. And what did he see?

You know damned well what he saw: his two lying parents dropping plastic eggs full of money and candy and a basket with his favorite new video game ("Luigi 3D for the Nintendo 3DS" or some shit like that, a forty dollar value by itself) in the front yard. My little toe-tapping darling was surprisingly hostile for someone who just found out his parents are way more generous than previously thought.

But soon he was over it and happily collecting eggs and money and sugar and plastic grass and singing our praises in a sugar-rush that will likely entwine with our benevolent betrayal in the catacombs of his child mind, and take years of psychotherapy to untangle.

Ah, parenthood. Good luck defusing this little brain-bomb, Dr. Quackenstein.